away, blown away like the wind..

Again, it has been a week that I'm away from my blog. Simply because I'm just too busy with some stuffs. And I don't want to spend so much time to online unless necessary. So, I will be away from here, facebook and even IM-ing. I can't tell when I will be back again to blogging because I seriously don't know. Sorry for that. 

Life, as far as I can see, has been good for me though bad things happen at times. Just up to myself of how I should sort things out. I will take one thing at a time when it comes to studies and I felt that time is running out somehow. I have roughly about 6 months left to prepare for my UOL examination by June. 6 months for you might sound very long but for me, it's very, very short. So, I shall appreciate my time and keep telling myself, "shut up and study!". I talked to Aunt Margaret over the phone a couple of days ago. She gave me motivation in which my own parents seldom do. Thank you. 

I wonder what I should do after my UOL examination.  

p/s: Bye people, for now. 

I miss Roger.

No matter how much Mich called him a jealous doggy, I still like him. The way he licked my face and my neck, jumped at me and kissed me! ohh.. flirty little doggy. =)

I love you, little doggy.

my cute little cousin, Huey Ting

Me and Mich talked to Ms Irene today.

haih.

It nearly made my eyes teary. haih.

p/s: I wanna watch movies on Wednesday.

for one more day

huhh.. how should I start writing this post? huhh.


A week of not blogging. Sorry for being away and my excuse, busy. But, it's true.

(24/10/09 - 1/11/09)
Last Saturday, I went back to granny's house because Mum told me that she was going back to visit my cousin brother in hospital. While me, I stayed in college until 7.45pm with Mich, working on our mooting memorial. Then, went to Klang with Mich. She accompanied me all the way there. haih. Something happened which made me pissed off, the same old issue. I'm so sick with it. And the train.. wtf. Enough to describe the KTM that way, wtf. The next day which was Sunday, my cute little cousins came. Oh my gosh!! I miss all them so much! Hugs and kisses for them though I was still lying on bed. hehe. Sadly, Mich called me up by around afternoon and told me that electricity went off and so our memorial was lost, not able to save all of it. Hard work and staying up till 4am had gone! Pity Mich! The dateline was coming soon by Monday before 5pm. By around 5pm, I decided to ask her to come over to my house and do together because time was not siding us and I didn't want her to cope with this all alone. I rushed back to KL, pity everyone in granny's house because all of them were blurred for a moment when I said "I'm going back now." I reached our meeting place by late evening. haih. We came home by 8pm, Dad was surprised why I didn't come back with Mum and to see Mich with me. No explanation because no question given by him. Thank God, not in the mood to sat anything. Tired and frustrated. We did our memorial until Monday morning. I stayed up until 7am and went to sleep first because I couldn't take it anymore. My head felt very dizzy. While she stayed up and slept beside me around...I didn't know what time she slept. Woke up and continued doing our memorial. huhh. Somehow, we finished. I edited our memorial and emailed to Ms Irene at 4.54pm!! My God! 6 minutes before the closing time to hand in memorial and penalties will be imposed after 5pm. haih. We didn't attend our lectures since we stayed awake until morning. haih. Lectures. haih. Tuesday, I couldn't remember what we did on this day. Wednesday, we went all the way to college for the short 5 minutes moot briefing at noon. Then, settled some loan stuff, went to the post office and Mich's house in Damansara. huhh. Both of us didn't have our breakfast or lunch. Roger was so excited to see us and being funny when I abandoned him. I didn't get to see his expression. emm.. went to her house because she wanted to take some clothes and stuffs. We left the house and went to Uptown for ermm..."heavy teatime" at a Vietnamese restaurant. haha. The food was good especially the salad. My goodness, it was superb! Mich said the food made my face glowed. I love the food! Headed back home, Dad fetched us. Thursday, I was exhausted and couldn't wake up in the morning. I didn't hear what Mich said earlier and we ended up skipping the Criminal class, initially we thought so. By around noon, we took our lunch and went to college for Common Law class. Train delayed for no reason, late. But the supposedly Common Law class turned out to be Criminal Law class. Uh huh. It seemed that he was not going to teach since the hall was dark while a movie was playing on the slide. Provoked by Aishwarya Rai in which I watched before, regarding the case of Ahluwalia. A very great movie definitely. Then, went to Times Square to buy something and had our lunch in Kenny Roger's Roasters. Borders, bookshop, Parkson and then, home. Stayed up till Friday morning to prepare for our mooting on Saturday. From the Court ethics, vids, introduction, cases, moot points until our rebuttal. Oh yeah, include our bundle of authorities. Slept by 1am. Saturday morning, alarm rang. Mich didn't wake up. I woke up her up for a few times, more than what I normally do to wake someone up. But she didn't wake up. Not even usual noise in my house could wake her up. I called her name and did whatever I could to wake her up but she didn't. In fact, she told me she vomited yesterday due to food allergy, my sister's fault. I pitied her since she was unwell. haih. I got out from the bed and got ready. Gave her some time to wake up but by the time I came to my room, she was still sound asleep. I woke her up again and again.. but she didn't wake up! I just sat there and flipped through my subject guide for Public Law. She didn't wake up.. *sobs* our mooting.. our hard work.. gone! I knew it when she told me last night that she's not liable for anything if I couldn't wake her up today. I understood the situation that she's not feeling well. When she woke up by noon, all she could say is sorry, sorry and sorry, for so many times. haih. Yeah, she told me that she vomited for like 5 times last night and she didn't even wake me up and tell me about it!! Stupid, right? Called Ms Irene and apologised. I felt bad. I thought of going to college myself and moot but it seemed impossible after what Ms Irene said. I knew it. Mich said even if it is possible, I have to do her part but I don't mind even if I have to submit two pleadings and rebuttal. Eventually, I didn't have the heart to leave her alone in my house. haih. I was... my feelings were indescribable upon that time. I nearly broke down and cried when I talked to Ms Irene over the phone in the kitchen. My voice was shaky but I didn't cry, under my control.  Took her to the clinic and photocopied some stuffs. Food allergy, told her already but too stubborn to listen!! See la.. don't want to listen to me right? haih. Another funny conclusion that I could think of, next time, find a moot partner who can wake up and go for mooting round. Nahh, I didn't blame her. It's just that something within me could flood out anytime! A matter of time. So, I tidied up my room to get over with it though I was having bad headache after taking her to the doctor. Me, my sister and her went for a long walk in my neighbourhood. Came back, shower, dinner, took meds, slept at 8pm. Woke up at 11pm, watched TV, gave meds to Mich and supper. Slept back at 3am. Sunday, which is today.. food.. from Aunt Margaret all the way from Teluk Intan. But I will get mine only by tomorrow. For a week, Mich went back finally.


I'm not running away from any issues. I'm facing all of these, like it or not.
and I worked hard too. We worked hard for it.




Let it be, let it go, move on.


p/s: it's time to move on now..

mooting.

haih.

menstruation.

haih. haih.

mooting. 

haih. haih. haih.

decision, decision, decision.

haih.

I ended up sighing all the way in this post. It's bad. 

9 awesome days~

After so long, I'm back at last. 

I got no idea of how to start this blog post at first simply because I lost my sense of blogging after some time being away from excessive blogging that I used to have.

Anyway, let's read my updates during my Deepavali break.

Tues, 13th Oct
Mich reached my place after a few minutes I waited for her in the train station. Then, we did nothing but talking all the way back to my house. Oh yeah, the army joke made me laughed so much. Mum knew Mich because of my sleepover at Mich's house. Dad just got to know her but I don't care much. She came to spend her holiday with me. At first, I was worried that things might go wrong but surprisingly, things turned out to be fine when I took things easily. =)

We read cases for mooting.

Wed, 14th Oct
Same thing, I read my case while she revised on the topic itself. We stayed in my room, doing our reading. She disturbed me a lot since yesterday. Just didn't let me to have some peace to read up the whole judgment on Williams case. *sigh*

Thurs, 15th Oct
Again, she disturbed me. *sigh*
But we went to sleep early because we were going to Teluk Intan, Perak the next day.

Fri, 16th Oct
I was thinking and figuring some stuffs in my life when I was in the 3 hours journey to Teluk Intan with Mich. As usual, I talked about the things I saw while nibbling my chocolatey Rocky. We reached around 1pm in her hometown and walked all the way to her house. It's very near and I can see that it's a very small town where people know each other so well. Mark was at home, mopping the floor just because there's a guest coming which is me. So nice of him to do that according to Mich. He's nice to the fact that he talked to me and asked me things when Mich went out to buy food. We talked halfway. Aunt Margaret was extremely busy today. She hugged me. Then she left the house to settle something in the nursery.  

At night, we went out to have our dinner. I enjoyed it because fried kuey teow with extra cockles is my favourite food. Aunt Margaret talked about Mich's hair and quite surprised when she got to know something from me. Sorry Mich, I blurted it out before you gave me the sign. At least, she didn't blame you..or me. Mark was funny. Well, Aunty and Mark seemed to side me a lot.

Sorry that we had such a night later on and I walked away, again.

Sat, 17th Oct
I woke up and found myself sleeping alone on the bed. I wondered where Mich went missing. She didn't sleep with me last night. I'm not used to it, suddenly. My fault. Anyway, I was being cold to her. Pathetic right?

The trip to Teluk Batik was cancelled because I know I can't wake up that early to go there and play. I didn't want to trouble Aunty either since she planned to bring all of us to visit her friends. It was far since the place is located somewhere in Batu Gajah and I was bored. The sort of cold treatment to Mich brought me to a deep silence in which Aunty realised about it too. 

We reached there. I have been introduced to them by Aunt Margaret in which she said, "..she's another collection to my family..", surprisingly but she made me feel belonged. I like small Aunty Siva (if I got her name correctly) because she's so funny! Seriously, I enjoyed my lunch in their house because I love the food. Nothing too spicy due to some reasons in their household. It's fine with me since I can't tolerate with any spicy food. 

Mich kept on asking me if I'm okay. Well, nothing to be so angry about anymore and I already kept my anger at bay. We left the house around 3pm. I hugged big Aunty Siva and she kissed my cheek after telling me to take care. Small Aunty Siva is so cute and she told me thanks for coming before I stepped out from the house.

We headed back. Halfway, it rained heavily. Mich purposely increased the volume of the radio just to talk to me over some matters. We talked. Oh yeah, she disturbed me again when I was trying to have some peace looking at the scenery along the way. Somehow, I got my mood back. 

Reached home. Watched TV while eating my food and drinking my soy bean. I ate a bit of Toblerone since I was in a good mood. And yes, Mich realised something about me and laughed. *sigh* I can't have some peace even when I eat my chocolate nowadays.

During the dinner, Mark called Mich stupid before I could say it out. I said the same thing after that and Mark was siding me. I can't forget that part and it totally made me laughed! Oh yes, I watched Om Shanti Om again with Mich. I love that movie so much. *paused* Mark nearly or maybe I should say he really scared me off with something. I didn't know that he purposely played with me. I fell into his trick. *sigh*

At night, me and Mich went to bed after our movie. I could fall asleep anytime but she was not feeling sleepy. Ended up talking and giggling though Aunt Margaret was sleeping in the same room. We kept our voices as low as possible and somehow, we fell asleep.

Sun, 18th Oct
We stayed up on bed though we were wide awake already. Giggles and talks are what we normally do. It was getting late and it seemed that time passed by so fast on the last day in Teluk Intan. But we managed to get on the bus by 12pm.

We reached my place around 5pm and hang out in McD, again. So fattening. We got home later at night and I was exhausted. I tidied up my room and mopped the floor. My habit whenever I come back from somewhere far. I felt good to do so.

Shower. Sleep.

Mon, 19th Oct
Reading cases.

Tues, 20th Oct
Reading cases. Chocolate moments. Laundry. Did the memorial.

Wed, 21th Oct
Still working on the memorial. Common Law assignment. 

Went to bed at 1am.

Thurs, 22th Oct
The alarm rang at 6.50am. I snoozed and Mich told me that she didn't want to attend Criminal Law tutorial by Mr Lazarus. So, we slept back. Though I didn't want to skip and the promise I have made struck through my mind endlessly... well, I can't possibly leave her alone and I attend by myself right? Mum cooked lunch early and we ate before Dad sent us to the train station. Save my trouble of walking under the Sun. 

I like my Common Law tutorial today. 

It rained heavily.

Something has to happened when I'm with Mich. Delays.

p/s: I enjoyed my 9 days break to some extent but that whole 9 days are the awesome ones I ever had in my life. =)

XOXO~ 

 

short notice

I will be away starting from today until the end of my holiday which is next Wednesday.

Hope you guys enjoy the Deepavali break. =)

Oh yeah, I will be enjoying the PMS, both.

Mich is coming to my house for sleepover. 
On Friday, I will be going on a trip to visit Aunt Margaret in Perak.
Not interested with Mark but I will bully him, no problem.
And, I want to visit Granny's grave.

Build a sandcastle and make footsteps in Pangkor!

Mooting. 

Assignments.

whisper of your heart

YOU.

Thank you for everything.

and after so long,


you whispered to my ear,




          “I love you.”


Thank you.


I love you too.

p/s: ciao, wanna read my law reports. 

I cried last night.

Ern Hao, 
you can't take back your words.
I started to cry all over again of what you told me.
It's touching and meaningful.
Thank you.

Michell,
I'm sorry that I cried. Thanks for listening to me.


My eyes feel sore and look a bit swollen right now. 
I cried so much and sobbed for two hours straight last night.


'Thanks' to the bastard.

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Anyway, here is my plan for coming Deepavali break,
13th Oct - revise Consideration and law reports
14-15th Oct - discuss the mooting case with Mich 
16-18th Oct- a trip to Teluk Intan, Perak or maybe Pangkor
19-21st Oct - continue in doing the mooting memorial

I want to finish the memorial during the break. No more excuse ya and yes, Mich, no rotting at my house. Finish first then only we can rot as much as we want when we go for our well deserved break in Perak. 

you never know how serious I can be when it comes to this important thing..